Did we?

Then did you think that We created you uselessly and that to Us you would not be returned?

[23:115]

Kyaaaa~~~

A date

cute, kyaaaa~~~

Paediatric Posting

BEFORE case presentation.

ps: Luka di tangan nampak berdarah, luka di hati hanya groupmates yang tahu. *tears*

6.00am....6.15am.....6.45am.....8.30am!

krohhh...krohhhh...krohhhh

Just call me, Nor.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah, good day everyone!

Yep, I know I am sort of into "blogging spree". miahaha
With two medical case write-up to be typed and later submitted in 2 days , and a seminar on TB tomorrow afternoon, yeah, I'm stressed. Though I don't reaaaly feel the "tension" but you already knew this is some kind of denial, right.

Well, today at HRPZ II, I and my subgroup colleagues went for a bedside clinical teaching with Medical Specialist. It was almost 4 in the evening. So, to make it short, during Q&A session, the specialist asked our names before asking questions. When it came to my turn, he was kinda astonished to see my name tag.

DR: Ohh, your name is Faiz. It's Faiz Nor.
Me: Yes, Dr. *smile awkwardly* I knew what question would follow next.
DR: So, Faiz.. Faiz Nor.
Me: Just Faiz pun sounds ok, Dr.
DR: Ahh, Faiz sounds like a guy's name. Is it ok if I called you, Nor?
Me: Either one sounds ok to me, Dr.
.
.
.
.
So, the Q&A went on and on .
And now, please call me Nor.
For the remaining 3 weeks. Heh.

Quiet Eyes...

He had such quiet eyes,

She did not realize,

They were two pools of lies,

Layered with thinnest eyes.

To her, those quiet eyes,

Were breathing desolate sigh.

Imploring her to be nice,

And render him to paradise.

If only she'd been wise,

And listened to the advice,

Never to compromise,

With pleasure-seeking guys,

She'd be free from "the how and whys".

Now here's a bit of advice,

Be sure that nice really means nice,

Then you'll never losing at dice,

Though you may lose your heart once or twice.

Bibsy Soenharjo-He Had Such Quiet Eyes 

Absence makes my heart grows fonder~

Salam alaik.
One ends, another begins.
I've been typing and deleting to the umpteenth times.
That explains why such a gap between June and October. One of few reasons la, however.
A picture speaks thousands words, yes?
Less words, most meaningful, last forever.

Prayers are all in the air,
Yeay! It showed how much you care,
Live with neither worries nor despair,
Allah is there, yet did you not aware....?

ponder.

wonder.

pray together.

gear up,up,up.

stop complaining, stop disheartening, START strategizing! -Dr.Fadli-

iTalk, iEAT, iSTARE, iKEEP

Salam alaik.
PS: Ma cakap rupa paras dah tentu taleh ubh, perangai boleh.
ps: let's pray for each other.
italked,istared,iate,ikept.

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh, peace be upon you and good day to all.

I somehow am stealing a few minutes posting you this as I am in the middle of spring cleaning, heh.(sambil menampal Panaflex di lutut, been aching on and off for almost one week, I think )

Remember I told ya about Professional II Medical exam in the second last entry? In which, if I'm not mistaken; about how I supposed to pass the exam ; and thus

making me into 4th year of DDS.

Alhamdulillah, I passed!!!

In fact, our dental batch is 100 percent-ly passed that medical exam!

Here are some photos, let em speak~

medical books. "more" medic than medic itself~

tadaaa!!

ehh, sesat?

Friends we chose~

"The company we choose, is always an index of our character."

SEMAKAN TAWARAN KE PROGRAM MATRIKULASI KPM SESI 2012/2013

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh and good day all 2011 SPM leavers!

This is specially for you guys. Check it out! :)

Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa maklumat semakan dan tawaran serta penempatan PELAJAR PROGRAM MATRIKULASI KPM SESI 2012/2013 bagi calon-calon yang telah memohon pada tahun lepas (1 Julai hingga 10 Oktober 2011) melalui internet boleh disemak di laman sesawang KPM www.moe.gov.my bermula 25 April 2012. Pemohon yang membuat semakan dan BERJAYA diminta untuk menghubungi Kolej penempatan atau layari laman sesawang kolej penempatan untuk mendapatkan maklumat lanjut berkenaan pendaftaran dan sebagainya. Pemohon yang ditawarkan perlu mencetak semua dokumen sebelum mendaftar. Bagi pemohon yang tidak berjaya, rayuan boleh dibuat terus melalui laman sesawang yang sama mulai 25 April hingga 13 Mei 2012. Sebarang rayauan selepas 13 Mei 2012 tidak akan dipertimbangkan.
Talian bantuan yang boleh dihubungi sekiranya terdapat sebarang masalah 03-88844040/4036/4083.

Sekian, terima kasih.

semak di sini.

Random

The heart must not waver.

The heart must not sway.

Must. Not.

Untimely.

Unnecessarily.

Aja aja Fighting!

foundationcvsrespihematoendocrinegitgutrepropsychicncendocrinemusculobioethics

Wishmeluckeverybadeh~

Booster-Additional Dose+Prophylaxis

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh and good day.

Entri ini saja-saja dibuat untuk mengingatkan diri, dan juga kepada sesiapa yang membaca dengan harapan memberi makna walau sekelumit cuma, insyaAllah.

“I do not know my future, but I know who Holds it”, enough said.

Earthquake 11/04/2012

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh and good day.

An 8.6-magnitude earthquake struck off our neighbor country this evening.

ps: Cubalah solat wajib di awal waktu. Jangan awal sangat sampai jadik sebelum waktu pulak!

Tadi duduk termenung depan lappy dekat2 5 suku padahal Asar masuk awal dah.

Tiba-tiba bila baca post pasal gempa ni, tersentap "eh, kalau la aku mati time gempa bumi dalam keadaan tak solat lagi. Lambat solat tanpa sebab pulak tu "

Nauzubillah. Astagfirullahhalazim, Faiz oiiiiiii.

pss: Now in the middle of Study month for Medical Professional Exam Phase 2.

I must pass the exam to enter the 4th year, insyaAllah.

Doakan kejayaan kita bersama yek!

~

Some said broken heart couldn’t be mended

As it fell into pieces and all were shredded

I shouldn’t have let life turned blue

Even it means letting go of you...

28022012, morning

Moh le kite!

Faiz...Faiz~

Astaghfirullahhalazim~

Astaghfirullahhalazim~

Astaghfirullahhalazim~

Fourth Booster

Jangan dipaksa apa yang belum tiba masa,

Menurut rasa minda binasa,

Mengapa risau perkara yang kabur?

Bukankah semua Tuhan mengatur?

Kita manusia kan boleh usaha,

Tawakal dan doa jangan dilupa.

19022012

Medical note~

Hatiku MilikMu

ps: Hati kita, bukan kita yang pegang tapi Allah.

Hati orang yang kita cinta pun, bukan kita yang pegang tapi Allah.

Semoga Allah menetapkan dan tidak membolak-balikkan hati, amin.

Salam alaik!

pss: Doakan kesihatan dan kejayaan kita bersama yek!

Berasa tidak sihat beberapa hari ini.

Hukum Tarikan: Terjemahan Selamba Badak

Asssalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh and a very good day!

Yeah, I know these past few days I've been practically posted entries which revolve around so-called cliches.

yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, tadek mood.

I went for a talk 2 days ago.

What more I could say?

It's AWESOME, dude!

Really.

I mean, this was seriously an inspiring talk for women.

I dont wanna elaborate what was happening there but I think I just wanna, you know, share with you guys; some quotes (kunun) from the talk.

Well, I might paraphrase some of zillion nice stuffs that my ears got to catch.

So, let's see what I've got.

1. Girls, we're are not burning candles.

Kita bukan lilin yang membakar diri untuk orang lain.

We worth more than that. See, what happen to the burning candles at the end? It MELTED, didn't it?

What's left, then? Nothing.

SO, let's become the Sun.

The star which is trillion miles away from us (pardon me for not remembering how much the exact distance is) yet is still giving off the light and the heat to every single earthling without being exhausted, let alone dimmed.

2: Law Of Attraction

I think I've been duped all this while by the the idea of the law.

I always thought that it's all about boygirlthing, you know.

Opposite attracts.

Rupa-rupanya, Law of Attraction sebenarnya, boleh dipositifkan, bukan hanya setakat konsep girl-i-think-ILU sahaja. Prof Har kata, seperti mana Law Of Attraction; to be a positive person, we must only attract positive things.

Harus percaya diri---> okeh, ini aku dengar masa kat TV, kan aku penah cakap dulu antenna TV rumah accidentally dapat channel Indon.

3: Apabila kita cantik di mata Allah, akan cantiklah kita di mata orang yang mencintai Allah.

4: Between "Instinctive beauty" and "Civilized and Cultured Beauty"

Kecantikan haiwaniah dan kejelitaan insaniah.

Kecantikan haiwaniah adalah kecantikan fizikal sementara kejelitaan insaniah adalah dituntut oleh Islam. Kejelitaan insaniah berfungsi untuk menutup kecantikan haiwaniah.

5: A smile is the most beautiful curve on human body.

ps: walaupun tajuk entri agak santai, percayalah, aku menaip sambil otot frontalis sedang gagah mengedut-ngedutkan dahi aku.

Pelamin

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh and good day!

This photo was taken when my family and I (minus Angah n Dila pase deme tak ikut balik), were at the engagement ceremony of my cousin's, who is a year younger than yours truly.

aku: Ma, moh le nangkap gambo atah pelamin ni.

tiap kali tangkap gambo, muka ma mesti tok ready

adoyai..

ma kata zaman dulu dengan sekarang dah berubah, Dulu, orang sarung cincin tunang dalam bilik. Leni, siap ada pelamin lagi.

ini le orang yang bertunang tu. Jangan silap, yang beloh kiri kome tuh, ma aku.

(ohhh, time neh, ma ready pulok)

yang beloh kanan kome tu, maksu aku.

pande buat kueh.

yang pake baju warne oren tuh, sepupu aku, Faiz jugok nama die.

haaa... ce teka. Ce teka sape neh.

ps: even bertunang pun, proses dia rumit jugok.

persediaan untuk bertunang eg barang hantaran, cincin, jamuan makan etc emang kene prepare awe2. Kalau idok, kelam kabut jadinya.

paling penting, yang jadik tukang bercakap bagi kedua-dua beloh pihak tuh.

Tukang cakap kena ada ilmu, baik masa nok memulakan cakap, netap syarat eg tempah bertunang, mas kahwin, duit hantaran berapa dan bila dan sebagainya.

Dulu masa anok sepupu aboh aku nak bertunang, siap tetap lagi apa jadi kalu pihak laki/perempuan mungkir janji, apa jadi kalau sekiranya mana2 pihak meninggal dunia/kemalangan/cacat etc.

tapi kan, leni mudoh sangat orang main2 dengan status "engaged to", "married to" , "in relationship with " dan sebagainya walaupun perkara tersebut ternyata tidak benar. ngape yok?

Mahal weyh nilai status gitu. Bukan simple macam click and save profile changes jek.

psssss: Maaf, andai kata tersalah kata. Hal ini merupakan pandangan aku semata2. Aku pun belum bertunang, berkahwin apatah lagi. Tapi, sapa kata pengalaman mesti ditimba hanya apabila perkara seumpama berlaku pada kita? Boleh jek kalu nok timba daripada pengalaman orang len.

Sekian, wassalam alaik.

Along

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahhi wabarakatuh dan salam sejahtera

Entri kali ini aku tujukan khas buat adik2.
Ya, adik2 lelaki mahupun perempuan.
Yang masih berumur belasan.
Yang sedang asyik berkawan.

Jadi, angggap sahaja aku sebagai kakak yang sedang “membebel” adik2 aku.
Penggunaan bahasa kali ini mungkin agak pasar, mungkin sedikit kasar tapi, tapi, tapi, tapi, aku nasihat sebab aku SAYANG. Kalau aku tak sayang, aku tak cakap, aku biar jek.

Sebenarnya, bila aku dah besar ni, kadang2 aku rasa cara aku bercakap dah macam mak orang. Cara aku berfikir sekarang mungkin agak konservatif/ tradisional berbanding sebilangan orang yang sebaya dengan aku.
Bayangkan, aku ada 2 adik perempuan dan seorang lelaki. Angah di Matrik, Dila dan Alip masih bersekolah.

Namun, melihat senario remaja pasca-aku sekarang ni, aku jadik takut.
Takut terjebak.
Takut terlibat.
Takut terjunam.
Takut lemas dan tenggelam dalam kondisi kehidupan sosial remaja/budak sekarang ini.

Pilih Kawan
Aku suka tengok orang.
Ma aku cakap kat kitorang adik-beradik ”aku ni, tengok ghoman muka orang pun aku tau doh” ....
” aku tak tau le kome ni berkawan ghope mane”
Aku ni kadang2 macam ma aku jugak. Bukan kadang2, sebahagian beso kot.
Contoh: Ma aku gelak kuat. Aku pun.
Ma aku bising. Aku pun.
Abah aku pe’nyenyap orangnya.

Memilih kawan tu penting, dik.
Kita bukan suruh awak pilih yang kaya2.
Kita bukan suruh awak pilih yang popular2.
Kita bukan suruh awak pilih yang kacak2.
Kita bukan suruh awak pilih yang cantik2.
Kita cuma nak awak pilih kawan yang buat awak KAYA dengan adab,yang POPULAR sebab awak boleh berubah. Berubah ke arah yang lebih baik.
Kawan yang boleh buat awak cantik, dik. Dia boleh buat awak kacak,InsyaAllah.
Sebab;
Yang cantik tak semestinya kerana rupa dan harta,
Tetapi kerana AURAnya.

Berkawan biar seribu, berkasih biar satu.

Berkawan, baik dengan lelaki atau perempuan,
Mesti ingat ada batasan selagi tanpa ikatan perkahwinan,
Walau kadang2 aku sendiri pun tak perasan,
Bergurau yang berlebih-lebihan,
Itulah untungnya ada kawan2,
Yang tak jemu saling mengingatkan.

Pilih kawan;
Yang memberi semangat.

Sekian, wassalam.

Contoh Surat Kiriman Rasmi

ps: aku bajet nak letak kat akhir sekali
"Oleh itu, saya memohon jasa baik pihak doktor agar tidak mengenakan tindakan tatatertib terhadap saya dan saya berjanji bahawa pisang tidak akan berbuah buat kedua kali, Insyaallah."

tapi end up jadik ni jek;

"Oleh itu, saya memohon jasa baik pihak doktor agar tidak mengenakan tindakan tatatertib terhadap saya dan saya berjanji bahawa perkara seperti ini tidak akan berulang kembali, Insyaallah."

pss: seronok mengarang bila lama tak buat. :)

Ombak Rindu Ombak Merisik

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh and good day, insyaAllah!

I hope everyone is in the pink of health, be it physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. The weather condition in Kelantan, particularly at Kubang Kerian alternately changes its mood throughout the week.
Sometimes it rained, sometimes it did not.

Sometimes, both. Hujan panas. It rained even the sky was clearly bright and bluish and filled with those fluffy clouds.

Yep, I know, I know, it has just been like what, 2 days?
Or 3 days? since the last entry posted.

Well, it’s just that little “more than usual” things happened these past few days and I think why not I jot down a few, kan.

And considering that I might not post entries as frequently as before, this will be a……, errr, I do not know how to put it into words. A remembrance, maybe.


I have already finished/completed my Prosthodontics requirement for The 3rd-year, Alhamdulillah. One of my stressors has been eliminated. Hee hee
Now, I’m on my way to complete Periodontics practical.

I went home last week, with 10-day break given by the dental school, in conjunction with Chinese New Year.
Attending to an engagement ceremony, particularly my younger cousin’s, was errr…how should I say it? A stressor, kot.
Like, I have been showered by the-most-FAQ by zealous aunties.

“Along, bila pulak majlisnya?”

“Faiz, dah ada ke? Bila?”

“Berapa doh umur kamu?......Ohhh, tak lama lagi la tue..heheheheeee”

“isyhh, ni mesti ngan doctor jugak ni.. hehehhhheeee”

Phewww, I was totally answer-less. I could feel my face was turning into a fully well-ripened chilly. The smile turned onto a crooked, dysmorphic curved line on the face.

That’s all about being a 22-er, anyway.



Being a 22-er, somehow it changes me into a more human-lady like kot.
Being a 22-er, somehow makes me more mature, kot.
Haa, being matured for me, sounds ambiguous to you guys. I think so.
I know some people cannot imagine how Faiz Kamarul and maturity can be put in one sentence; which obviously I just did. Ha ha

Something just popped up in my mind while I was having an Arab-style dinner after the bowling match.
A boy, an 8-year old boy, drenched in sweats, with a half-peeled orange in his hands and a basket full of kerepek/crackers……..

Menjadi athletic: Apa rahsianya?

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh dan salam sejahtera.

Introduction

Alhamdulillah, bulan Februari dah pun!
Cepatnya masa berlalu!

Dan, hampir 3 tahun bermastautin di negeri ni.
Tak ingat bila exact date, aku mendaftar masuk ke USM ni. 27hb atau 28hb? Jun atau Julai?
Tapi, around those dates, la.

Dan, cepat sungguh masa berlalu.
Masa masuk umur baru setengah tahun menginjak 19, sekarang nak sebut dua puluh dua pun, muka terasa kebas.

Cepat betul masa berlalu!
Dulu PRO SATU, pejam celik pejam celik bulan lima karang exam PRO II !

Being a 22

A friend once said,on FB of course: Growing old is mandatory, Growing up is optional.

Well, it strikes the chord, doesn't it?
Growing old? Every year, jika Allah panjangkan umur.
Growing up? haa, jawab, jawab.

Everyone has own stages of life.
I don't have even slight intention to yada yada about Erikson's theory etc here, mind you. heh.

Zaman kanak ribena: Like I've told you before, I was a tomboy. I mean, I befriended with boys more than girls.
I used not to like girls very much. Sekarang, well, suka la.
Budak pompuan dulu bawak handkerchief, warna pink gambar hello kitty ke menda ntah
Bawak bekal tupperware pun gitu
Lepas makan, lap plak ngan handkerchief tu. yek
Pencil box, jenis kain2.
Aku punya jenis besi punya, brand Milo, abah aku punya dulu kot, seingat aku la.


Dulu masa aku darjah 4, aku ingat lagi aku mintak nak masuk persatuan bola jaring la kunun. Tapi, tup tup cikgu bagi aku masuk KRIKET KANCIL. motif: aku kecik, so kunun leh lari laju la. haha
Then, kebetulan classmates aku yang lelaki dapat KRIKET KANCIL jugak, so takpe la aku rasa, ada geng.

Ok, berbalik pada bola jaring tadi, lagi satu dulu pase pe aku tak boleh geng ngan girls pasal, hek' elle baru aku jerit skit pasal tak dapat cekau bola jaring, itupun nak menangis. ish, taleh tahan aku!

Dulu aku pegi sekolah rendah naik basikal tau.Sampai darjah bape ntah, 4 ke 5. Ke 6?
Aku pengawas. Sume budak cakap aku garang macam rimau. Mau nya tak garang?
Pengawas perempuan punya baju baju kemeja putih tu, ada neck tie warna merah gelap and kain yang jenis macam A-line tuh. So agak sempit la nak berjalan, apatah lagi nak berbasikal.

Lengan baju kemeja jarang berbutang penuh, habis dua2 belah aku sinsing, macam budak laki buat. Wow, nampak smart! Dan paling penting tak rimas.

Bunyi jek loceng akhir, aku dan dan bertukar dari kain pengawas ke seluar sukan. Seluar tu macam seluar slack , tadek getah2 kat ankle dia. So, pendek kata sebijik macam seluar pengawas. miahahahaha. Ada kelas tambahan ke, selamba badak jek.

Masa darjah 6, cikgu panggil aku main bola jaring. Dapat la main, jadik Centre. Tu je la pun, position dalam bola jaring yang aku main. Aku tak hafal position yang GA,GD,WA,WD. Ada yang taleh masuk area ni la, tu la. Aku rasa complicated . Aku ingat position aku jek, BOLEH MASUK MANA-MANA KECUALI area D. miahahahaha but, but, but aku tau la GS duk kat mana. OPKOS la kat area2 D tu.
Dan, sampai sekarang, aku boleh jadik centre jek. Sebab kebarangkalian untuk aku intrude area orang if aku amik position selain C amat la tinggi.

Hoki? Aku seram ngan kayu hoki.
Olahraga? pffft.
Sukaneka? Champion. hahahahahahahahahaha

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ps: kawan2 yang satu team netball time sekolah rendah dulu, ada dah yang dah jadi tunangan orang.
pss: kawan2 yang se'netball team kat USM pula, bagaimana? mihaahaha.
pss: nak lawan netball ni, kasi la semangat sikit, awak. Assalamualaikum.

Problem-based learning: Masalahnya, Ally Iskandar Suka Aku!!

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah and good day!






Erotomanic delusional disorder or amorous delusion is when a patient mistakenly believes that a particular person is deeply in love with her/him.
This particular person is usually of higher social status than the patient for example a TV3 personality Ally Iskandar, of course, a filmstar such as Aaron Aziz, etc.

ps: gambar ditukar, sebab aku tersipu2 bila bukak blog sendiri. miahahaha
so, this is alip. the brother who brings cat into bed whenever he sleeps at night. Penakut bukan main.

Entering into "Criminal Minds" block.

1 haribulan 1, 2012

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh, peace be upon you, and g'day!

Sanah sa'idah, alhamdulillah!