Wednesday, December 22, 2010

OSCE, 1-hour detention and muntah-muntah

salam.

saya berasa sungguh malu macam pokok semalu DM 1 kerana:

kesilapan melihat nombor stesen menyebabkan saya terpaksa menunggu selama lebih sejam untuk membuat jawapan pada stesen yang tertinggal itu. saya masuk ke dewan kuarantin pukul lapan pagi dan keluar dari wad peperiksaan pada jam dua lima belas petang.


ok, saya mengaku ia memang salah saya. miscommunication, doktor tue cakap.
nasib baiklah doktor tue tak marah2.
dan nasib baik juga sebabnya bukan saya seorang jek yang kena tinggal.

tapi terasa bersalah kerana saya melibatkan orang lain dalam kesilapan saya. sila maafkan kekhilafan diri ini.

hari ini, patient yang menjadi mangsa saya ialah seorang lelaki muda. nasib baiklah saya tidak mengalami apa-apa kesesakan nafas semasa melakukan pemeriksaan fizikal tadi.
alhamdulillah, doktor yang memeriksa pun agak santai.

oh ya, sepanjang minggu peperiksaan ini, saya berasa agak tertekan terutamanya apabila ada rakan-rakan yang membincangkan jawapan masing2 yang telah dibuat. (alamak, kenapa jawapan saya tidak sama seperti dia?salah mengdiagnosiskah?)

sepanjang minggu peperiksaan ini juga, saya mengalami anticipatory emesis setiap pagi. perhatian: ini bukan morning sickness.

anticipatory emesis merupakan perbuatan(erkkkk?) muntah yang berlaku apabila seseorang itu berfikir tentang sesuatu perkara yang apabila dilakukan, akan membuatkan dia muntah. (ha, ha, tak dapat follow la tue)

contohnya:

katakan seseorang itu akan muntah setiap kali selepas menjalani kemoterapi.
sekiranya dia muntah apabila memikirkan tentang terapi itu , maka perbuatan muntah itu, dipanggil anticipatory emesis.

sekian, terima kasih encik. :)


Saturday, December 18, 2010

maghrib tadi...

why

why

why

why

why

stop asking why

there are things that u might not know the answers right now

there are always blessings in disguise for things happened

always husnuzdon, faiz

be grateful, be patient.be humble,pray always.





Thursday, December 16, 2010

think blue. think positive!


salam.

just wanna share sumtin that i stumbled upon reading "endless" medical lecture notes. hak3

PRN = per re nata = as needed.

NPO = nil per os / non per os = nothing by mouth (those with acute appendicitis should be NPO pre-operatively, boleh bagi IV jek. antibiotics are most effective when given pre-opt coz they decrease post-opt infection and abscess formation)

lagi satu hint:

think blue, think positive!

in gram staining, gram positive bacteria stained blue.
see, i told ya to think positive kan tadi??? heh heh



Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Weird, Peculiar,Abnormal, Extraordinary, what's more?

oh faiz
u're are such a weirdo.

heck, who cares? lalalalala

beberapa permintaan pelik ari ini (sebijik ayat Hagemaru, btw,hv u ever watched the series? ke asik layan gossip girls jek? keh3)

i wanna be at home rite now. why oh why?
i have a new cat back home, my abah brought it from hotel. angah cakap badan kucin tersebut sangat gebu. and i unofficially name it "Abu".

i wanna study in oversea rite now. why oh why?
sebab i nampak kawan2 i plan to further study kat oversea. ehem, faiz, studying locally isnt bad, either, in fact u can always go home anytime you want.. yeah... partly correct. bus ticket costs only about err RM 80+ COMPARED to a one-way flight ticket. tapi, saya mahu pegang salji. ta payah, klu setakat pegang salji, peti ais rumah boleh jadi simulasi.

i wanna have a very good boyfriend rite now. why oh why?
i dun know.
wth, gedik la faiz. daripada ko ber'bf, baik ko kawen. tadek dosa.
shatap!!!!
ahahahaha, i'm not looking for a bf actually. kenapa mencari yang takan kekal. baik cari bakal suami terus.


i want to pass my coming exams with flying colors. why oh why?
so that, i can go home dengan senang ati.
i can further my study oversea.
then, pasal kawen neh, i akan fikir dengan senang ati. (erkk, ayat redundant di situ)

insyaAllah, God wills.

i cant no longer study in the evenings. input ta banyak masuk. so, this is how it turns out.
merepek jek.



Monday, December 13, 2010

Physical Examination Versus Personally Eerie


i. was. so. nervous.

PS:
thing happened during my exam osce trial.
i hd to do PE on a patient.
not a real patient pun.
he's a medical student, i think.
a senior.
erk, i think i must find ways to cure a-guy-who-pretend-to-be- a-patient allergy. or at least, remind myself to breath.

dahsyat kan?
i thot all this while i've already immuned to touch (professionally touch) ppl.


lack of confidence as well as not properly prepared, as well can lead to this improper act during PE.

ya Allah, please ease my heart!

PS 2: gambar hiasan jek atas tuh.
but, at least i'm giving u a clue how tachycardic i was! chill3!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Vascular pathology in HT and complication of HT on bv

HT can be categorized in 2 severity-based which are benign HT and malignant HT

vascular pathology in benign HT


hyaline arteriosclerosis
  1. pink, homogenous hyaline thickening
  2. leakeage of plasma protein across endothelial cells
  3. production of excessive ECM by smooth ms cells

vascular pathology in malignant HT

hyperplastic arteriosclerosis
  1. onionskin, concentric, laminated smooth ms with progressive narrowing of lumen
  2. thickening of the smooth ms cells
  3. reduplication of basement membrane
  4. accompanied by fibroid necrosis (pink appearance, severely damaged small arteries and arterioles)

HT can lead to
  • atherosclerotis
  • aneurysm of bv
  • dissecting aneurysm

*source: lecture notes

Grading of hypertensive retinopathy as complication of hypertension


GRADE I : generalized narrowing of arterioles

GRADE II : Grade I + arterioles spasm + vein constriction (AV nipping)

GRADE III : Grade II + dot-blot
cotton wool spots=microinfarction of the nerve fibres
flame shaped haemorrhage=extravasated RBC
hard waxy exudates=extravasated lipophilic materials

GRADE IV : Grade III + optic dics edema (papilloedema)




Friday, December 10, 2010

oh hatiku, janganlah bersedih!

Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah

pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-

orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu

orang-orang yang beriman." [Al-Imran, 3:139]

you're not perfect, and i guess we're the same. in fact, no one is.


if perfect is what you're searching for,
then just stay the same.

*bruno mars yang cakap.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

5 PERKARA: FAKTA ATAU AUTA?


salam.
i've been tagged by Na'i in her "10 random things"
as for me, i juz wanna list down 5, can ah?
another 5 and more, biarlah rahsia. if u guys were to know every single thing about me, then there would be no fun anymore. it's simply like the Cinderella fairytale that everyone know how it ends.

5: i was a tomboy, many of my primary schoolmates wont deny this fact.
it so happened that one day, my lil bro wanted to go to toilet. my mum asked me to bring
him to the public toilet nearby.
after i paid, i quickly pulled my bro's hand into this section.



tiba-tiba, makcik tue cakap" eh dik dik, apsal masuk sini? taleh masuk ni"
saya : erk, tapi saya nak masuk toilet
makcik: yela, tapi taleh masuk
saya: apsal? adik saya nak terkencing neh. takan dia nak masuk yang side sebelah neh?tak kira saya nak masuk jugak.
makcik: emanglah dia lelaki, tapi KAMU, takan kamu nak masuk toilet pompuan sedangkan kamu tue LELAKI??

saya pun mengangkat sedikit "cap" yang saya pakai waktu itu untuk melindungi kepala daripada panas terik dan merenung makcik tersebut dalam-dalam.

makcik: eh, pompuan ke? makcik ingat lelaki!!!! (sambil tersengih2)
saya: ye, saya pompuan makcik. (gosh, u wouldnt wanna know what i would do if she still din believe me. but she did, anyway)

4: i once wanted to be a teacher. i applied for Kursus Perguruan Lepasan SPM. whahaha. they called me for an interview. in ipoh. tp ta dapat sebab dorang cakap saya da dapat banyak tawaran. dorang cakap, why do you want to be a teacher if u can be somebody better??
nak jek saya jawab: sebab budak sekolah ramai yang hensem!

3: JPA called me twice for interview. i applied for medic but i din go to the prgram pendedahan kerjaya. then they called me again. this time, it was held at PICC, Putrajaya. they said it's okay if i din go to the program pendedahan kerjaya, but i must change the course lah. then, i did change it to science. PURE SCIENCE. because i've set my mind dah, if i were going to take this course, then later, i'll do the KPLI and tada! become a teacher. i managed to secure the scholarship but this time, i din go also. bye, bye US!

2: I dont actually, like medic. why? oh.nevermind. as long as i love the doctor. hehe

1: my full name is Faiz Nor Binti Kamarul Zaman. i asked my mum, why did she put my name as such???
she said: not meh. your abah did.
me: why?
ma: minat sangat kat Faiznur Miskin kot.......
me: hahahahahahahahaha





Friday, December 3, 2010

to MA, with love.




mawar putih untuk mama
Kau sinaran bulan
Menyerikan bintang-bintang
Kaulah fajar yang menerbitkan pagi

Kau sirami embun
Menyegarkan pepohonan
Kau bukakan tabir siang untukku
http://www.free-lyrics.org

Kau berikan mama
Kasih sayang maha suci
Betapa agungnya
Tiada ternilaikan
Oh mama, oh mamaku
Tiada cinta yang murni
Setulus cintamu

Ku suntingkan mama
Sekuntum mawar putih
Sebagai lambang kesucian cintaku



Thursday, December 2, 2010

lepas anak kucin, IKAN PERHIASAN PULAK DAH...

jam 5.29 pm: ada orang call

salam. cik faiz, nama cik faiz telah disenaraipendek oleh kementerian industri dan

asas tani untuk mengikuti kursus pendek PENTERNAKAN IKAN HIASAN

yang akan berlangsung di Lumut, 4 DISEMBER ini.


faiz: erk? what the heck? (di dalam ati), err, encik????


WEYH, 2 KALI DA TAU TAK DORANG PANGGIL AKU

PERGI KURSUS CENGGINI.

YANG FIRST ARI TU, DIA AJAK G KURSUS TERNAK

LINTAH.

hahahaha menternak setakat 2 ekor kucin, boleh le

kot gamaknya..........


oh ye, yang ari tue dia call no umah, ni skrang dia main

call handphone aku plak dahhhhhhhhh (seram3)


anak kucing da ada, anak sendiri bila lagi?

salam.

these are "anak sedara". they are 3-day-old.
sexes: unknown,yet.
siblings: 5
location: desasiswa murni, kelantan
solekan: hak3

kecik macam anak tikus.






berbalik kepada soalan di atas:
cesss, kawen pun belum, gedik gilak faiz nak anak sendiri!!!
hak3
anak kucing pun anak kucing lah,
anak kucing boleh juga kutarik-tarik telinga.






katil dan DK 4

SALAM.

semalam, aku telah dengan sengaja melambatkan diri ke kelas. aduh.
sebab bajet kelas 8.30.
bangkit 815, mandi and 8.35 aku da ada kat kelas.

tp, dr cakap kat akhir lecture.
"since there are few of ur frens who came late, i'm so sorry i've started ealier. kelas 815 kan, and usually i'll start on the dot"

adoyai, 20 minit kot aku terlambat, bp banyak slides aku terlepas.
sigh*

hahahahaha
actually, sepatutnya DK3 bukan DK4.
thanks nai kerana mengomen.



Wednesday, December 1, 2010

A PEN--part2

salam.
actually, there is a story behind a pen.
it's just a typical pen anyway but with an extraordinary story, for me. :)

keinginan untuk menceritakan perihal itu ada, tapi tak boleh tulis kat sini. weks!

yana, nanti aku story kat yana ehhh.. (if yana is reading this n3)
tak lupa jugak, wana. hak2

okeh, ada yang x faham, tp tapelah.

btw, kita dapat anak kucing baru la, awak. ada 5 ekor kesemuanya. hehehhhh



A PEN














is the pen :)