Sunday, October 30, 2011

Terlupa, aku hanya manusia biasa!

footnote: This strikes a chord. really. maybe, I need to open my heart; forgiving people who wronged me. For my mistakes as a sinful muslim, Allah is The Most-forgiving.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Alif dan Papan Carom

Albab-The door

Si Bujang di Bilik



I'm smiling alone now, in the room. (I laugh hard whenever my roomate is around, every single day in our room). She went home yesterday, by the way.
So, why am I smiling right now?

Adalah...

dulu an, pengetua pernah tegur;
"senyum la, faiz. kan lawa nampak lesung pipit tu. Macam saya"

And now I'm laughing out loud. hiah hiah hiah




Launun









Friday, October 21, 2011

Wire yang bengkang-bengkok

Assalamualaikum wth.

Yesterday was a veryy challenging day. I was in the Prostho Lab; from 1130am to 5pm; doing no other thing but yes, the wire bending.
There were 4 wires to bend. Just small wires, with diameters of 0.8mm and 0.7mm; for C-clasp and I-bar/L-bar respectively.

My technician showed me and my collegues the demo on how to bend it and poof, within less than that~6~hour~of~mine, he finished those.

I was so tensed, realizing that this was what my seniors have experienced before. True, I'm not an artful FAIZ, yet.
Some said; Dentistry is all about a mixture of art and skills and knowledge. Guess I've digested the real definition of the art part. (T-T)

ps:pertolongan dari Allah itu datang dalam pelbagai bentuk.
pss: nah, hadiah untuk diri;







Tuesday, October 18, 2011

M-pop


Sunday, October 16, 2011

23:24

Kadang-kadang, bau baju yang dibasuh di rumah boleh menerbitkan rasa rindu.

Aku sedang mendengar lagu. Ala, kat radio biasa lah Tau, kan?

Cinta Pantai Merdeka. Love of Freedom Beach (terjemahan terus)

Pernah dengar? Sapa yang lahir tahun 90an, tau la kot.

Sapa2 yang layan Kpop, dua puluh empat tujuh ke, sugar-sugar ke mungkin tak tahu. Boleh jadi tahu

Oh, tiba-tiba rasa sayu. Gila nostalgik

Tiba-tiba teringat pada seorang teman yang amat meminati lagu jiwang-karat-tangkap-leleh begini.

Teman, si perempuan

Siap buat jadi "caller ringtone"

Aduhai kenangan

Teman yang pernah diajak "meronggeng" tiap jumaat

Yang boleh bersembang kuat-kuat bila motor berhenti di traffic light

Yang bila gelak, orang keliling tak ingat.


Untungnya menjadi orang yang "lampi" rasa amarah, tetapi memaafkan baginya mudah

Lemahnya diri terasa bila acap kali tak mampu menerima "pengkhianatan" daripada seorang teman

Lemahnya diri terasa bila acap kali butang "delete" di telefon tangan, lincah sungguh jemari menekan

Lemahnya diri terasa tika diri masih tak mampu menjadi orang yang kaya sifat mahmudah

Benar, menjadi lebih baik, siapa bilang tak susah?

Maaf.

Pada teman yang lelaki mahupun perempuan,

Yang dulu pernah sama-sama berjalan,

Dari Teluk Batik hingga Setiawan,

Yang pernah semeja makan,

Walau berlainan pinggan, minum tak pernah secawan

Maaf.

Kerana jarang melayan,

SMS mahupun panggilan,

Walau begitu, kita masih dan selamanya kawan, kan.


(Radio pasang lagu Mawar Putih Untuk Mama la plak, "feeling" lagi...)

nota kaki kanan: keinginan mengepos entri tergeliat disebabkan sambungan internet tanpa wayar dan bayar yang lembap dan malas macam kucing kekenyangan.sila lihat tarikh entri ditaip.

terima kasih sayang pada "orang rumah" kerana ehsan jalur lebar beliau. (kunun nak cari pasal stool culture,tp pitstop kat blog dulu. meh heh heh)

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah.


Saturday, October 8, 2011

Peace yaw!

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahhiwabarakatuh.
Good day everyone!
It's been quite a long time huh?
Lots of things happened and are happening everyday as I'm inhaling and exhaling every single breath granted by Allah S.W.T.
I've been back in USM for almost 1 month, alhamdulillah.
This one month has been so packed.
So "sardine-in-the-can" packed.
So packed as a life of typical medical student would be.
Many of us think that being a dental student is simpler or somehow easier compared to "the" other critical course. I used to look at it as if it was like that, too. However, "to think" and "to live as one" are undoubtedly contradicting.
I often try to understand that not every people understands the thing is not what they think. That being a Dental student is as complicated as medical student, as harder as engineering student etcetcetc.
For every gain, there are always double or maybe triple the pain that I must bear.
I realized that complaining and blabbering about hey-you-I-suffer-more-than-you-do thingy do not bring me any good.
Ma kata: mintak pada Tuhan semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan, tak ade kandas-kandas. Tu yang ye nye.

Ma cakap lagi; "belajar memang susah, kamu genggam bara api mesti sampai jadik arang. KAHWIN pun susah."
Aku: .......... *nodding*

Asalnya blog nak dikemas kini dengan gambar sewaktu CFCS Residensi Ke-2, tapi tup-tup panjang berjela-jela la pulak.


sementara menunggu van

suasana di majlis perasmian
*tipah tertipu T:T*

groupmates with a bowl of laksam each.
asam kandis
wah, seronok berbasikal di dalam bas.
harap dapat berBAS lagi untuk pulang di raya haji kelak
peace yaw!