Sunday, January 9, 2011

Baju Kurung dan Komik Jepun

salam.

I have been here in Kelantan for almost 2 years.
There are many things happened here that everyone that knew me before doesnt know.

1: You can frequently see Faiz Nor still wearing her Baju Kurung by the roadside,wandering around hospital, Mydin and Nirwana, Dvillage and Dclassic, and EVEN for dinner.

2: I am currently attending to QiGong classes. Well, it's one of my curricula here. Every student in USM must attend for any Ko-K classes for two semester. Btw, i went for "senamrobik" classes last sem. Dapat A-. hak3 puas aku berjoget dalam kelas cikgu rohani tuhhhhhh....

3: okeh, saya ada membeli sebuah komik Jepun yang telah diterjemahkan ke dalam Bahasa Melayu. Yang "ta bleh bla" pasal komik tu, ialah penggunaan slang dan dialek sebuah negeri dalam Malaysia ni telah digunapakai. Kunun, gadis comel tp bahasa kekampungan gitu sinopsisnya.
PS: nasib baek dia tok pake loghat peghok, klu idok, emang teman bako komik neh!

ini dah dekat2 3x aku beli komik ta best langsung. yang latest ni pun, i flipped thru first 4-5 pages jek.
eh, tadek la banyak noe pun.
sapa cakap ta banyak???
banyak pe.
saje jek tamau tulis .
alamak, esok ada clinical teaching and PBL bagai.
ttfn, wassalam :)

Thursday, January 6, 2011

dont think that you're alone

He it is who created the heaven and the earth in six days, and is moreover firmly established on the throne(of authority),
He knows what enters within the earth and what comes forth out of it,
What comes down from heaven and what mounts up to it,
And He is with you wheresoever ye may be,
And Allah sees well all that ye do.

57:4

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Value the present for u cant change the past.


04 Januari 1990

29 Januari 1993

02 Januari 1998

adik-beradik perempuan saya semuanya lahir pada bulan Januari. alip? dia bulan 11. hak3
tp yang kena pau selalunya, neh, yang tengah menaip neh.

si angah awal2 lagi dah mengingatkan saya si kakaknya yang akan bersifat pemurah selagi duit JPA masih ada, untuk menyumbangkan sedikit sebanyak sempena ari jadinya. hohohoho..

selalunya, kitorang tak celebrate pun bday. maksudnya, tadek la nak wat kenduri kendara bagai. klu ngan abah, abah bawak keluar makan. klu tak keluar makan pun, ma masak le spesel ckit. tak pun, ma kasik duit beli piza n makai reramai dalam umah. heh3

semalam, zul, nasy, nae and dayah buat nasik goreng fishball and a cake(tipu, cake tu buat tempahan, ok)



PS: I expected few people to personally text me a HB!
thots arent no longer counted, are they?
some say: make new friends,
never forget the old ones unless u hv Alzheimer disease.





yang penting: semoga bertambah iman dan amal, diberkati Ilahi, dan semuanya berjalan lancar, inshaAllah.
umur baru, semangat pun kena baru ye tak?? : ) forget the past, for good. value the present! :)

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

OSCE, 1-hour detention and muntah-muntah

salam.

saya berasa sungguh malu macam pokok semalu DM 1 kerana:

kesilapan melihat nombor stesen menyebabkan saya terpaksa menunggu selama lebih sejam untuk membuat jawapan pada stesen yang tertinggal itu. saya masuk ke dewan kuarantin pukul lapan pagi dan keluar dari wad peperiksaan pada jam dua lima belas petang.


ok, saya mengaku ia memang salah saya. miscommunication, doktor tue cakap.
nasib baiklah doktor tue tak marah2.
dan nasib baik juga sebabnya bukan saya seorang jek yang kena tinggal.

tapi terasa bersalah kerana saya melibatkan orang lain dalam kesilapan saya. sila maafkan kekhilafan diri ini.

hari ini, patient yang menjadi mangsa saya ialah seorang lelaki muda. nasib baiklah saya tidak mengalami apa-apa kesesakan nafas semasa melakukan pemeriksaan fizikal tadi.
alhamdulillah, doktor yang memeriksa pun agak santai.

oh ya, sepanjang minggu peperiksaan ini, saya berasa agak tertekan terutamanya apabila ada rakan-rakan yang membincangkan jawapan masing2 yang telah dibuat. (alamak, kenapa jawapan saya tidak sama seperti dia?salah mengdiagnosiskah?)

sepanjang minggu peperiksaan ini juga, saya mengalami anticipatory emesis setiap pagi. perhatian: ini bukan morning sickness.

anticipatory emesis merupakan perbuatan(erkkkk?) muntah yang berlaku apabila seseorang itu berfikir tentang sesuatu perkara yang apabila dilakukan, akan membuatkan dia muntah. (ha, ha, tak dapat follow la tue)

contohnya:

katakan seseorang itu akan muntah setiap kali selepas menjalani kemoterapi.
sekiranya dia muntah apabila memikirkan tentang terapi itu , maka perbuatan muntah itu, dipanggil anticipatory emesis.

sekian, terima kasih encik. :)


Saturday, December 18, 2010

maghrib tadi...

why

why

why

why

why

stop asking why

there are things that u might not know the answers right now

there are always blessings in disguise for things happened

always husnuzdon, faiz

be grateful, be patient.be humble,pray always.





Thursday, December 16, 2010

think blue. think positive!


salam.

just wanna share sumtin that i stumbled upon reading "endless" medical lecture notes. hak3

PRN = per re nata = as needed.

NPO = nil per os / non per os = nothing by mouth (those with acute appendicitis should be NPO pre-operatively, boleh bagi IV jek. antibiotics are most effective when given pre-opt coz they decrease post-opt infection and abscess formation)

lagi satu hint:

think blue, think positive!

in gram staining, gram positive bacteria stained blue.
see, i told ya to think positive kan tadi??? heh heh



Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Weird, Peculiar,Abnormal, Extraordinary, what's more?

oh faiz
u're are such a weirdo.

heck, who cares? lalalalala

beberapa permintaan pelik ari ini (sebijik ayat Hagemaru, btw,hv u ever watched the series? ke asik layan gossip girls jek? keh3)

i wanna be at home rite now. why oh why?
i have a new cat back home, my abah brought it from hotel. angah cakap badan kucin tersebut sangat gebu. and i unofficially name it "Abu".

i wanna study in oversea rite now. why oh why?
sebab i nampak kawan2 i plan to further study kat oversea. ehem, faiz, studying locally isnt bad, either, in fact u can always go home anytime you want.. yeah... partly correct. bus ticket costs only about err RM 80+ COMPARED to a one-way flight ticket. tapi, saya mahu pegang salji. ta payah, klu setakat pegang salji, peti ais rumah boleh jadi simulasi.

i wanna have a very good boyfriend rite now. why oh why?
i dun know.
wth, gedik la faiz. daripada ko ber'bf, baik ko kawen. tadek dosa.
shatap!!!!
ahahahaha, i'm not looking for a bf actually. kenapa mencari yang takan kekal. baik cari bakal suami terus.


i want to pass my coming exams with flying colors. why oh why?
so that, i can go home dengan senang ati.
i can further my study oversea.
then, pasal kawen neh, i akan fikir dengan senang ati. (erkk, ayat redundant di situ)

insyaAllah, God wills.

i cant no longer study in the evenings. input ta banyak masuk. so, this is how it turns out.
merepek jek.



Monday, December 13, 2010

Physical Examination Versus Personally Eerie


i. was. so. nervous.

PS:
thing happened during my exam osce trial.
i hd to do PE on a patient.
not a real patient pun.
he's a medical student, i think.
a senior.
erk, i think i must find ways to cure a-guy-who-pretend-to-be- a-patient allergy. or at least, remind myself to breath.

dahsyat kan?
i thot all this while i've already immuned to touch (professionally touch) ppl.


lack of confidence as well as not properly prepared, as well can lead to this improper act during PE.

ya Allah, please ease my heart!

PS 2: gambar hiasan jek atas tuh.
but, at least i'm giving u a clue how tachycardic i was! chill3!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Vascular pathology in HT and complication of HT on bv

HT can be categorized in 2 severity-based which are benign HT and malignant HT

vascular pathology in benign HT


hyaline arteriosclerosis
  1. pink, homogenous hyaline thickening
  2. leakeage of plasma protein across endothelial cells
  3. production of excessive ECM by smooth ms cells

vascular pathology in malignant HT

hyperplastic arteriosclerosis
  1. onionskin, concentric, laminated smooth ms with progressive narrowing of lumen
  2. thickening of the smooth ms cells
  3. reduplication of basement membrane
  4. accompanied by fibroid necrosis (pink appearance, severely damaged small arteries and arterioles)

HT can lead to
  • atherosclerotis
  • aneurysm of bv
  • dissecting aneurysm

*source: lecture notes